2012年2月16日星期四
都市爱情故事（2）
“若体温是最佳的止痛剂，你的体温让我不那么痛了。”
相识也许是一件很奇妙的事。有些人也许你知道它的存在很久，却怎样都没有交际的机会。她知道他，也知道他与她朋友间的爱情故事。她与那一位朋友不是很熟悉，但却觉得可以聊天，也能当好朋友。从来她都不干涉朋友们的事情，所以他只是在故事中，却从来不曾真正认识他或与他说话。
她在他的心中只是女朋友的朋友。分手后，他也忘了她。只记得曾经听前女友说过她的故事，却不记得那些故事的内容。他很爱他的前女友，好像没有人可以代替他的前女友的位置。也许他曾经努力过，但还是有一点伤痕。
一个偶然，他与她再一次出游下认识了彼此。她有点尴尬，因为知道的太多却要装不知。他很自然，性格就是如此的爽快。那一夜，第一次认识和聊天，他与她在窗边一起喝着酒。两个寂寞的人，擦出了瞬间的火花，突然接起了吻。然后不受控制地发生了关系。
事后，她很害怕会动了真感情。这一切都是一时的冲动，就是酒精惹的祸，头脑一片空白，心里的理智被孤单，寂寞给征服了。他很害怕她会对这件事认真，承认这一切他没有真的想好来，她不是他要的女孩，但那一刻的感觉完美地让人永远回味。感觉和现实不能在一起的，感觉过了，现实还是要面对。
她好希望和她爱的男孩一起，却一次又一次狠狠的被伤害。他以为会和他的前女友到老，却狠狠地被前女友一脚踏两船的伤害。
两个受了伤的人借着彼此的体温，像止痛剂的盼望心能暂时不痛。
何时，她才能找到一个疼她的男人，却又是她所爱的？
何时，他才能找到一个能让他好好爱的女人，不会在离开他？
也许上天让他们的相遇地更早，他们会爱上彼此，而不是彼此提供肉体的需要和温暖彼此的心，然后若无其事的离开。
爱真的需要勇气，更需要在对的时机。她祝福他，也希望彼此能成为不错的朋友，受不起伤的女人对这样相识的男生不会有勇气爱上他。
他希望她的心能痊愈，祝福她找到疼她的。一个曾经被抛弃的男人对一个这么热情的女人不会再敢尝试自己是否能绑她成为自己的女人。
那一夜是序，也是他们的最后。
相识也许是一件很奇妙的事。有些人也许你知道它的存在很久，却怎样都没有交际的机会。她知道他，也知道他与她朋友间的爱情故事。她与那一位朋友不是很熟悉，但却觉得可以聊天，也能当好朋友。从来她都不干涉朋友们的事情，所以他只是在故事中，却从来不曾真正认识他或与他说话。
她在他的心中只是女朋友的朋友。分手后，他也忘了她。只记得曾经听前女友说过她的故事，却不记得那些故事的内容。他很爱他的前女友，好像没有人可以代替他的前女友的位置。也许他曾经努力过，但还是有一点伤痕。
一个偶然，他与她再一次出游下认识了彼此。她有点尴尬，因为知道的太多却要装不知。他很自然，性格就是如此的爽快。那一夜，第一次认识和聊天，他与她在窗边一起喝着酒。两个寂寞的人，擦出了瞬间的火花，突然接起了吻。然后不受控制地发生了关系。
事后，她很害怕会动了真感情。这一切都是一时的冲动，就是酒精惹的祸，头脑一片空白，心里的理智被孤单，寂寞给征服了。他很害怕她会对这件事认真，承认这一切他没有真的想好来，她不是他要的女孩，但那一刻的感觉完美地让人永远回味。感觉和现实不能在一起的，感觉过了，现实还是要面对。
她好希望和她爱的男孩一起，却一次又一次狠狠的被伤害。他以为会和他的前女友到老，却狠狠地被前女友一脚踏两船的伤害。
两个受了伤的人借着彼此的体温，像止痛剂的盼望心能暂时不痛。
何时，她才能找到一个疼她的男人，却又是她所爱的？
何时，他才能找到一个能让他好好爱的女人，不会在离开他？
也许上天让他们的相遇地更早，他们会爱上彼此，而不是彼此提供肉体的需要和温暖彼此的心，然后若无其事的离开。
爱真的需要勇气，更需要在对的时机。她祝福他，也希望彼此能成为不错的朋友，受不起伤的女人对这样相识的男生不会有勇气爱上他。
他希望她的心能痊愈，祝福她找到疼她的。一个曾经被抛弃的男人对一个这么热情的女人不会再敢尝试自己是否能绑她成为自己的女人。
那一夜是序，也是他们的最后。
2012年2月14日星期二
都市爱情故事（1）
“寂寞往往是让人做错事的借口，但也是寂寞让两个不同世界的人连在一起。”
那一夜，她只是一个很累，心受尽了伤的女人。她刚刚经历了人生一个考试，只是还愿意很累的到夜店让吵杂的音乐吞没她内心的痛和寂寞。没有人看得出她的不开心，她依然若无其事的跳着舞，喝喝酒抽抽烟。
那一夜，他只不过是个单纯的男孩，爱情他真的不明白。女人为何可以对他如此的认真，却能和别的男人离去。他只希望能找到一个让他好好爱着的女孩。夜店对他而言只是喝喝酒，轻松轻松一下。
两个不同世界的人认识，接吻，一夜成了最亲密的一对。却对彼此一无所知，突然女的转向另一个男的。
她只是不想有任何感情的记挂，那个吻充满了男人爱着女人的感觉，熟悉的感觉让她害怕，于是她只能逃避。他不明白，也许这女的太贪玩了。这样也好，不需要任何感情，不然又是让自己受伤而以。
爱情可以很简单，却又可以很复杂。两个人既然遇见了却在错的时间，注定了无法恋爱。
她喜欢着一个不愿停下来的男孩，他喜欢着一个因为距离而不能在一起的女孩。两个寂寞的人，利用着彼此身体的温暖寻找那仅存的记忆，暂时不感到寂寞。
那一夜，她只是一个很累，心受尽了伤的女人。她刚刚经历了人生一个考试，只是还愿意很累的到夜店让吵杂的音乐吞没她内心的痛和寂寞。没有人看得出她的不开心，她依然若无其事的跳着舞，喝喝酒抽抽烟。
那一夜，他只不过是个单纯的男孩，爱情他真的不明白。女人为何可以对他如此的认真，却能和别的男人离去。他只希望能找到一个让他好好爱着的女孩。夜店对他而言只是喝喝酒，轻松轻松一下。
两个不同世界的人认识，接吻，一夜成了最亲密的一对。却对彼此一无所知，突然女的转向另一个男的。
她只是不想有任何感情的记挂，那个吻充满了男人爱着女人的感觉，熟悉的感觉让她害怕，于是她只能逃避。他不明白，也许这女的太贪玩了。这样也好，不需要任何感情，不然又是让自己受伤而以。
爱情可以很简单，却又可以很复杂。两个人既然遇见了却在错的时间，注定了无法恋爱。
她喜欢着一个不愿停下来的男孩，他喜欢着一个因为距离而不能在一起的女孩。两个寂寞的人，利用着彼此身体的温暖寻找那仅存的记忆，暂时不感到寂寞。
Solo Valentine
This morning, as usual I'm jam in the road all the way from Usj to Kelana Jaya. Today is a bit special because my car is full of love song from the One FM. When I reach the office, I on my facebook as usual, all the wall post with sweet status and photo. Gosh~ I feel so sweet and I think I'm in love.
Well, just the feeling that I'm in love but with nobody. Seriously I din really hope or wish to be with someone this year so badly. Unlike last year, I was so desperate and pray so hard just wish I can be with him on this special day. Oh well, I admit that is a bit boring and lonely when there is no one inside your heart and hope for somethings. However, I still feel great and sweet with all the love couple surrounding me. I receive a lot of wish from friends, it make me feel like it is my birthday, really feel so warm.
Tonight, there are few friends asking me to dinner or drinking. Too bad, I'm a bit tired tonight, don't feel like going anywhere. Should I go?
Hooray, finally I close my 1st sales deal. Happy! Commision is coming next month!
Therefore, I have a great valentine this year.
Well, just the feeling that I'm in love but with nobody. Seriously I din really hope or wish to be with someone this year so badly. Unlike last year, I was so desperate and pray so hard just wish I can be with him on this special day. Oh well, I admit that is a bit boring and lonely when there is no one inside your heart and hope for somethings. However, I still feel great and sweet with all the love couple surrounding me. I receive a lot of wish from friends, it make me feel like it is my birthday, really feel so warm.
Tonight, there are few friends asking me to dinner or drinking. Too bad, I'm a bit tired tonight, don't feel like going anywhere. Should I go?
Hooray, finally I close my 1st sales deal. Happy! Commision is coming next month!
Therefore, I have a great valentine this year.
2012年2月13日星期一
Random post with annoying feeling.
Facebook is a place like to remind you about some special date, I want to forget valentine also cannot. Honestly, that is quite sad that when everyone is saying that you please don't lie la, nobody date you. Oh yeah~ I really nobody date me and I tell the truth, as my friend still want to say like that. Come on, nobody date already pretty upset, still want to put some salt at the scar then let me feel more hurt?
I suppose to be okay and don't feel anything. At least for the last few days, I have feel that is not a big deal if no celebrate and continue to be single. However, today more and more friends asking me about the same questions and discuss about the same things, radio, facebook wall keep mention about valentine. I'm thinking can I have boy friend for 1 day just to celebrate valentine and have flower as valentine gift?
Alright, I a bit sensitive and jealous now just because the guy I like just post his valentine gift on facebook. How I wish I got the chance to buy him a gift for valentine. Again, a single valentine and I decide not to date anyone out. I wait someone or friend to date me out or else I don't mind to hide myself at home and watch hong kong drama.
That is no point to beg people celebrate with you and waste money for an expensive dinner, still need to feel the teasing from their heart. Alright, I know I being over sensitive with the valentine this date. Actually just a day with 24 hours and I have to work 8hour and jam on the road 2 hour and sleep for 7 hour, that is only 3hours for me to ignore that I'm not going to celebrate this date.
How i wish I'm so busy with my work so that I no need so boring and blog in the office. The company restructuring is indirectly affect my mood, how can I'm not emo when everyone is working while I'm so free facebook-ing and blogging? I got no task in the office yet! Waiting for my boss free and teach me plus arrange some job to me. If I'm busy with job, I no need think about the fact that nobody want me, seriously I think I'm not ugly, I'm not fat like a pork chop, why just nobody want me? Character problem, I don't know how to change it, because it is born with. I already try my best speak softly, walk slowly, under training now.
Finally I have come out 2012 wishlist and goals.
1. Successfully save 10k in the bank account.
2. Visit Pulau Redang at May or June.
3. Start my 1st stock investment.
4. Buy a new watches.
5. Pay off the debt of Australia Trip, RM5500
6. Successfully find another part time job to earn money but still anti direct sales and insurance.
7. Cut down on clubbing, only allow myself go 3times a month.
8. Promise myself must minimum at least exercise once a week.
9. Maintain my body weight and become more fit.
10. Successfully look for new hobby.
I suppose to be okay and don't feel anything. At least for the last few days, I have feel that is not a big deal if no celebrate and continue to be single. However, today more and more friends asking me about the same questions and discuss about the same things, radio, facebook wall keep mention about valentine. I'm thinking can I have boy friend for 1 day just to celebrate valentine and have flower as valentine gift?
Alright, I a bit sensitive and jealous now just because the guy I like just post his valentine gift on facebook. How I wish I got the chance to buy him a gift for valentine. Again, a single valentine and I decide not to date anyone out. I wait someone or friend to date me out or else I don't mind to hide myself at home and watch hong kong drama.
That is no point to beg people celebrate with you and waste money for an expensive dinner, still need to feel the teasing from their heart. Alright, I know I being over sensitive with the valentine this date. Actually just a day with 24 hours and I have to work 8hour and jam on the road 2 hour and sleep for 7 hour, that is only 3hours for me to ignore that I'm not going to celebrate this date.
How i wish I'm so busy with my work so that I no need so boring and blog in the office. The company restructuring is indirectly affect my mood, how can I'm not emo when everyone is working while I'm so free facebook-ing and blogging? I got no task in the office yet! Waiting for my boss free and teach me plus arrange some job to me. If I'm busy with job, I no need think about the fact that nobody want me, seriously I think I'm not ugly, I'm not fat like a pork chop, why just nobody want me? Character problem, I don't know how to change it, because it is born with. I already try my best speak softly, walk slowly, under training now.
Finally I have come out 2012 wishlist and goals.
1. Successfully save 10k in the bank account.
2. Visit Pulau Redang at May or June.
3. Start my 1st stock investment.
4. Buy a new watches.
5. Pay off the debt of Australia Trip, RM5500
6. Successfully find another part time job to earn money but still anti direct sales and insurance.
7. Cut down on clubbing, only allow myself go 3times a month.
8. Promise myself must minimum at least exercise once a week.
9. Maintain my body weight and become more fit.
10. Successfully look for new hobby.
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