Are you walking away again this time?

Sometimes, it is better don't hope for somethings.
When you expect something but you know it is impossible?
At the end, your expectation become nothing and left with disappointed.

I  am not sure,
I wish to know what I meant to you?
Do you have a little bit of feeling to me?
Or just you are boring and you know I am there always for you?
I admit I also boring, but I don't know how long can it be with this relationship getting worst.

I am so disappointed with you.
Everyday I am telling myself to be ready,
I really worry I see you in a relationship when I open my facebook.
I everyday telling myself, don't check on you anymore.
But I very miss you.

I don't understand why I so love you,
Until I am willing to be your backup SP.
Can you don't do so to me again?
It is hurt.

Are you walking away again this time?

Are you come back again this time?

Out of sudden,
You have come back to my life,
After 3weeks no contact with you.
When I don't care,
Suddenly you come talk to me,
I was thought we just friend,
And you told me you like my behaviour now,
I wondering, Did I changed?
Or actually you are more happy when I didn't look for you?

Then you like the one who didn't look for you?
I got no idea, but i realize when I no need guess what you want,
Then this is what you really want,
You are not happy when I try to understand you, understand your world.
Let it be, how long will this continue?

I know I still love you,
And I feel happy that I finally find a way to be with you.

Yesterday I smile a lot for you, do you know that?
I know we forever can't be just friend,
But sound like we only can be friend.
I really wish I can walk my whole life with you,
You are the one I wish to be together without any benefits.

I miss you so much, can't wait for our date again as promise.
I hope and pray you remember your promise yesterday night.
Eventhough, I know you are the one who don't keep your promise,
I still pray for it.

I wish you come back to me this time.