Sometimes, it is better don't hope for somethings.
When you expect something but you know it is impossible?
At the end, your expectation become nothing and left with disappointed.
I am not sure,
I wish to know what I meant to you?
Do you have a little bit of feeling to me?
Or just you are boring and you know I am there always for you?
I admit I also boring, but I don't know how long can it be with this relationship getting worst.
I am so disappointed with you.
Everyday I am telling myself to be ready,
I really worry I see you in a relationship when I open my facebook.
I everyday telling myself, don't check on you anymore.
But I very miss you.
I don't understand why I so love you,
Until I am willing to be your backup SP.
Can you don't do so to me again?
It is hurt.
Are you walking away again this time?