Bad mood today.

I really beh tahan d! I want to complain! I want to complain my boss, why he holiday still want to assign me job. I'm so lazy to layan him because the job is not urgent and not neccesserory, he don't know that is very boring to work those waste time things. OMG~ He keep ask me call this and call that, but i got nothing to talk to them. That is really so ridiculous and useless. OMG~ I also not clear with my product, how should i talk to customer. Summore, today is CNY fourth day, where got people work.

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That is one more upset things, I really don't know what am I trying to do la. I just feel so hate myself go whatapps him. OMG~ I shouldn't do that. Because I say already I want give up! Let go really so hard for me. Please ask Sanze Koh Hui Shang don't think too much! She over think until unhappy with herself.

Little wish, little things

I know I did something wrong.
The beginning of 2012, I already do somthings shock myself.
Roller coaster life this few weeks,
Up and down.
Friends getting more and more,
Crazy stuff doing non stop,
Working getting stress and stress,
Wallet getting dry and dry,
Life getting hard and hard because too much unexpected.
I try to tell myself many many times, things already over.
We can't do anything when things already over.
God bless me.
I hope I won't do any crazy stuff again.
I just want to be a normal girl,
Have a guy care and love me.

2012, I want save up to 10k.
Clear the debt with my mum, RM5,500.
Successfully go Redang and Jakarta.
Be happy always.

Well, I give up on looking for a boy friend.
After what have happen this few month,
I just realize that I actually very hard to trust a guy.
I got no trust on guy anymore.
The guy I like, I no longer wish or dream to be with him.
Well, I like him but I don't want to hurt myself at the end.

2012

新的一年，我只想好好过我自己的生活。我的生活已经迈入另一个阶段了，我不想继续停留在原地。

往前走，向前看。

人人负我，我不负人，还是我做人的道理。我对得起天，也对得起地。幼稚与否，我自己负责，不需向任何人交待。